my soldoutstarr

the australian distributor of girls gone wild killed my friend in a hit and run.

what a fucking coward.

she was leaving a show at the roxy in LA, was crossing the street to get to her taxi, apparently she was a few feet in front of a group of people, and this dumbass comes plowing through in his bentley and sent her body flying 60 ft in the air. she died instantly.

he KEPT DRIVING and then left his car RUNNING a mile away.

the next day he turned himself in i guess. his bail was set at 100,000 now its set at 2 million.

first of all, how can you just HIT SOMEONE with your fucking car

second of all, if said accident does occur, how can you just KEEP DRIVING after seeing a body fly in the freakin air!

people boggle my freakin mind. how can you be such a coward, how can you live with yourself.

its a good thing her dad is a big ass lawyer i hope they sue him for everything he owns and then he rots in jail for the rest of his awful life.

setting the anger aside…

Laurren Ann Freeman.  Yes, i still call her lauRRen. we met in high school through live journal or mutural friends or something. we went to shows together all the time. shes 3 years younger then me so the joke was always about how she was underage. shes FINALLY 21!! and this fucker kills her innocent ass.

it was always her, kristin, matt and i going to shows. the ironic part of this whole thing is that all time low was playing a show a few blocks down from where she was. matt texted kristin who called me to tell me what happend. how insane is it that this accident connected her LA life to her MD life?

she moved to LA after high school to persue her career in fashion.  she had just graduated from FIDM and had an internship going. she was going to be great at what she does. she was going to take over that damn fashion world!

she taught me how to soe. she taught me how to straighten my hair. she taught me not to take peoples crap or to listen to peoples shit talking. she taught me to be true and real to myself.

you know whats really angering me right now? that i cant find any goddamn pictures to post! 

we grew apart after high school, but thanks to twitter and facebook we could keep in touch. i felt like i always knew what was going on via twitter. that morning i replied to a picture of hers and said omg i love your bangs. i dont think she ever saw it.

this is so tragic. she was so beautiful and so innocent.

the roxy turned off all their lights at 7pm in honor of her, that rules.

her mom was so sweet, they grew so close. my heart breaks for her right now.

she will always be my soldoutstarr.